| Location | Mountain Ash |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 14/11/2005 |
| Date of Death | 14/11/2005 |
| Visitors | 2,976 since 08/11/2008 |
| Creator |
I WAS 17 WEN I FOUND OUT I WAS HAVING U AND ALREADY 18 WKS GONE IT WAS THE BEST NEWS FOR ME AND UR
DADDY ALSO 17. WE WERE LOOKING FOWARD TO HAVING U BOTH BOUGHT CLOTHES PICKED NAMES FOR U BOTH.WEN I
WAS 24 WKS WE WERE TOLD THERE WAS NO HEART BEATS THAT TORE OUR LIVES APART. I WAS INDUCED AND 4AND A
HALF HOURS LATER U WERE BORN ON THE 14TH OF NOVEMBER 05.U WERE GORGOUS AND WERE TO GOOD FOR THIS
WORLD U HAD DIED OF TTTS. I GOT PREGNANT AGAIN AFTER U WITH UR SISTER CHELSIE AND SHE WAS BORN 13TH
NOVEMBER 07 PERFECTLY HEALTHY AFTER 6 AND A HALF HOURS LABOUR U WERE WATCHING OVER HER AND MADE HER
SAFE.I FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT WEN CHELSIE WAS 6 MTHS OLD BUT SADLY KATIE ANN BORN 26TH SEPT O8 SHE
HAD DIED 2 DAYS BEFORE SHE CAME TO B WITH U AND I NOW U WILL KEEP HER SAFE.I CAN SEE U PLAYING WITH
EACHOTHER IN GODS GARDEN I REALLY MISS U ALL BBYS I SHOULD HAVE 4 OF MY GIRLS HERE BUT I ONLY HAVE
UR SISTER IM GRATEFULL OF HAVING HERE I CAN IMAGINE U ALL HERE IT WOULD B HARD I NOW TO LOOK AFTER 4
CHILDREN 3 AND UNDER BUT I WOULD LOVE IT AND IT WOULD B WORTH IT I LOVE U AND MISS U ALL WE WILL
MEET AGAIN 1 DAY LOVE U LOADS MAMMY,DADDY AND CHELSIE LEIGH XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I HAVE A TATTOO FOR
EACH OF MY DAUGHTERS I THINK ABOUT U EVERYDAY GODBLESS BBYS LOVE U XXXXXXXX
IT IS CHELSIES BIRTHDAY THUR 13TH NOV SHE WILL B 1 IM SO HAPPY THAT U ARE WATCHING OVER HER NIKITA
AND NATASHA U WOULD BE 3 ON FRI 14TH NOV U LOOK AFTER EACHOTHER AND KATIE ANN FOR ME LOVE U BBYS I
WILL LET U NOW WEN U R GOIN TO HAVE ANOTHER BROTHER OR SISTER LOVE MAMMY XXXXXXXXX
JUST WANT TO SAY HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY MY PRINCESS CHELSIE FOR 13TH NOV AND HAPPY 3RD BITHDAY NIKITA
AND NATASHA FOR THE 14TH OF NOV LOVE MAMMY AND DADDY XXXXXXXX
MISSING U ALL SO MUCH MY WORLD IS SO EMPTY WITHOUT U NOTHING CAN EXPRESS HOW MUCH I MISS U AND LOVE
U THIS WORLD IS SUCH A BAD PLACE AND THE WRONG PPL GET TAKEN AWAY INNOCENT PPL AND BABIES JUST LOVE
U LOADS BBYS I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO HAVE U HERE SLEEP TIGHT ANGELS LOVE MAMMY XXXXXXXXXXXXX
ITS 17/11 AND ITS JUST NOT GETTING ANY EASIER EVERYTHING I EVER WANTS GETTIN TAKEN AWAY AND IT MAKES
ME SICK WEN PPL DONT WANT THEIR CHILDREN AND KILL THEM AND THERES PPL LIKE ME WHO WANT THEM MORE
THAN ANYTHIN IN THE WORLD AND IT GETS TAKEN AWAY SLEEP TIGHT DARLINGS LOVE MAMMY XXXXXXXXXX
MY SPECIAL POEM FOR THE TWINS BEFORE I LOST KATIE ANN
TO THIS DAY I STILL REMEMBER
THAT SCARY DAY IN NOVEMBER
THE TWINS WERE BORN SO SMALL AND SWEET
IT BROKE MY HEART AND MADE ME WEEP
ILL NEVER FORGET THE LOVE I FELT
I SAW THE TWINS MY HEART JUST MELT
WITH SO MUCH LOVE I HAD TO GIVE
THEY SHOULD'VE HAD A CHANCE TO LIVE
NOW THEY SLEEP IN PEACE TOGETHER
ILL LOVE THEM BOTH FOREVER AND EVER
THEY DIDNT HAVE A CHANCE TO SEE
JUST HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO ME
LOVE U FOREVER AND ALWAYS LOOK AFTER EACHOTHER AND KATIE ANN FOR ME LOVE U LOVE MAMMY
XXXXX
THANK YOU ALL FOR UR CANDLES,TRIBUTES AND GIFTS IT REALLY MEANS ALOT
HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY 26TH SEP KATIE ANN LOVE U LOADS MAMMY,DADDY AND CHELSIE XXXX
Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Angel"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Daughter of yours.
Born Still - by Unknown Author
Do you know how hard it is
To hold a baby who doesn’t cry?
Do you know how hard it is
To tell that baby Goodbye?
Do you know how hard it is
To look at an empty bed?
Knowing your child should be there
Resting her sleepy head?
Do you know how hard it is
Feeling you’re to blame?
And no matter what they tell you
You'll always feel the same.
Do you know the heartache
Knowing she's gone for good?
And feeling that you didn't
Do all the things you could.
Do you know how hard it is
To hear that it's Gods will?
Do you know the emptiness
When your child is born still?
Unfortunately we do!
On Angel Wings
On angel wings you do fly
On angel wings into the sky
On angel wings i do cry
Because those angel wings took you away
On angel wings the heralds sing
Is there no such lovely thing?
On angel wings you fly away.
I will see these angel wings again someday
When i am old and my time has come
On angel wings I will fly
Until I'm holding you once again
Smiling on angel wings.
Troy Nichols
*♥ Masks and Smiles ♥*
♥ Can you see the pain hidden behind the mask
You only know its there if your brave enough to ask,
The pain is hidden behind her smile
It’s a smile that’s been used for quite a while.
Maybe you can’t see why she is so sad
She feels no one understands why she’s so mad,
All she needs is someone to understand
A hug from someone and to hold their hand.
She wants to have her baby back
Because life without them she can’t hack,
She had no chance to say goodbye
She hurts too much to even cry.
Her baby has gone and she’s all alone
To random outbursts and tears she is prone,
Please look after the person who’s hidden inside
Because all her fake smiles in the world wont bring back her baby who died.. ♥
Written by Michelle - Baileys Mummy, for all angel Mummys... x x
two beautiful angels now watching from above on their mummy and daddy
two angels looking after lil sister up there and down here
sleep tight now lil sweet baby girls x x x x xx
love jodies mummy x x x x
A golden heart stopped beating,
Two smiling eyes at rest,
God broke your familys hearts to prove to them,
He only takes the best.
SWEET DREAMS BEAUTIFUL ANGEL.XxXxXxXx
3 wee stars
three pretty angel babies,meant for better than this place,how brave your mammy is,will say a wee prayer for you all,angel nicky johnstones mam.xxxxx.
----HAPPY NEW YEAR
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When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.
If we could bring you back again,
For one more hour or day,
We’d express all our unspoken love;
We’d have countless things to say.
If we could bring you back again,
We’d say we treasured you,
And that your presence in our lives
Meant more than we ever knew.
If we could bring you back again,
To tell you what we should,
You’d know how much we miss you now,
And if we could, we would.
Our memories build a special bridge
When loved ones have to part.
To help us feel we're with them still
And soothe a grieving heart.
Our memories span the years we shared,
Preserving ties that bind.
They build a special bridge of love
And bring us peace of mind.
As New Year approaches
It seems harder this time of year
We miss you so much more
The only thing that gets us through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much we care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
I would like to thank everyone for all the candles, tributes gifts and kind words they have left on Christopher’s website I appreciate every single one.
I would also like to wish you all A Happy New Year & my best wishes for 2009.
Angela X
New Years Day
hi, so sorry for all your losses so sad reading your story
i was preg when i just turned 20 i found out i was having twin girls, and named them ella and jaya, i had everything brought for them , and on 14 oct 07 i gave birth prematurly at 22+4 and they both died moments after birth, i have now a baby son who is 3 months old, i would like to have a daughter again one day but am too scared of it all going wrong again as most of the women in my family have lost babys in 2 different preganncys.
like you i think i would have done well with all the babies and wish i could have them all
love to yu all, tia
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